full
empty

and there was nothing.
nothing left in the end.


introduction
confession

zishing
04-12-1992
no preferences
nothing particular.
the place people come to for help.
and that's about it.


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in

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Andy
Baka-Tsuki
Caroline
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De-Coder's Cafe a.k.a.Yap
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LeeYang
Kee
Leonard
LiJie
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Matilda
Max
MelWeh
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SiHui
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Zak


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present

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(Tuesday, October 17, 2006/8:24 PM)

True to Yourself

"the point is that
i didnt think i would be able to study
even pick my book and read 1 page
because everyday
i was thinking
about her
im being honest here
so the fact that im able to let it go
and still buck myself up for exams
shows that im really really lucky
its not like no one gets lucky
the word lucky is very vague
but it just means my good times are gonna come real soon
maybe its not the good times that i actually want
but nevertheless, a little joy is better than none at all
if you drown yourself in sorrow
you're just like waving for the bad times bus
and keeping it there
if you just let it pass on down the road
the next bus will come
and your life will start anew"

"ok take the situation like this
if your in a competition
youre bandaged in 15 places
do you think you can play as well
course not
what happens is
you must wait for wounds to heal
of course youll lose the competition
but when you get up and win again
its just pure joy"

I hate to waste the space like this but these quotes really teach us about how it hurts when you're cut here and there. But the real strength doesn't come from getting cut again and again, it's being able to stand up, recover from those cuts, and go back to fighting on. That's real strength, and that's the spirit of life.

Whatever normal happened today, I'll elaborate tmr. Too full of philosophy now...